I
was sitting at Starbucks on a rainy Sunday afternoon. It was raining
slowly, small drops of dropping incessantly forming a translucent canvas
of water droplets that I watched on the quiet street.
For
a place full of action in the evening hours, with the party people
their guts, banging sure is quiet on a Sunday afternoon. Even peaceful.
Through my table there is a pretty uneasiness girl dressed in a beige
dress, that would have been wise, if not for the deepened cleavage,
showed her wide chest.
A
woman very only for a Malaysian lady, I must say. She pointed out her
hair by the length of her shoulders in shades of brown and gold. Your
face is serious as there are types and couples in full concentration on
your laptop screen, occasionally drinking his cup of coffee steam. She
doesn't smile much. Probably because they don't want to attract unwanted
male applicants.
But
dressed as she is. How can a man resist talking to him, let alone
observing them? He sat down to fetch a favored pencil. We have a random
glimpse of her full breasts. At that time I decided that I would try to
know them and maybe get their hand phone number as well.
What
the hell are you doing, man? The more I would get is a blow, but that's
assuming if I'm too forward. And the least we get, "please go." And
what I hope is a smile and the beginning of something new maybe. Later, a
dinner meeting. And who knows what else. My heart beats wildly in
anticipation.
I
look too long for a moment. She feels me by looking at her. She sees
and meets our eyes. I'm smiling. She smiles at me. Irresistible beckons
to him. It turns red and it's my signal. Way to your table, which is
only five meters away from me.
Only
five feet from a relationship with her and God knows what else. It is
now or never used as Elvis to sing. And for me it was now. When I went
to his table, I knew it was going to work.
This hour.
We
were from the past year or so. Actually a year two months and eight
days from the day we met. I still remember our first encounter, the
fragrance of her fragrant hair and how he saw that first day. Reading
the first part of my story here, I would have guessed more or less what I
should say.
In
case I forgot to mention the fact, well I am Chinese and Maria my
friend is a Malaysian girl. In Malaysia, the kind that is not a well
accepted thing and because of the religious implications, well this kind
of coincidence is by and large a rarity.
The
first months of our court was a very traumatic affair with our parents
on both sides strongly against the relationship. But we were enforced
and after nine months we had plans for a wedding. So we were engaged
just after nine months of encounters.
And I know it's fast from any standard.
We
weren't young. I was in my last thirty years and she was in her early
30s and we were pretty sure and glad we shared for life, if not more.
Could we have been in another life lover? Could we get to know each
other beforehand? I really don't know. It just seems that we have
clicked so well together.
Sometimes
my brother Joe with me joke, "Koko, and now how?" more of Bak-Kut-El
and his favorite pork sausage man? How's your diary, char-Siew-Pau?
I
laughed and said, "You can still eat beef and other things wat." Even
without forgetting my steak and thank God I can still eat roti canai and
man! If the pig is something I have to give up, I guess I can for Mary
Lah.
So Peter told my little brother, "I heard you have to sacrifice your foreskin to the butchers." You know that? Did it hurt?
Smiling,
I said, "during circumcision, No." After they sew you, it shows a
little. "But it's better not to get an erection because it could really
hurt that the swelling can pull the strings and that's where you can
scream bloody murder."
In
addition to the initial questions and things, everything was installed
in the normal diet of things. We're still on wedding plans. Mary took
good with my family and parents and loved him and moved them into their
hearts. It's not better for me. My future in-laws warmed me up after the
initial objections and more than of it along with the warmth and
acceptance of the rose, when she realized that Mary and I had decided to
work together for life.
We
went for the wedding photo shoot. A full day of pose and change in
different costumes for photo shoot. He was so tired at the end of this
day. You wouldn't believe how tiring it is to shoot a photo all day. No
wonder an actor pays so well. It's a lot of hard work. And that too, if
you don't even say a single word.
It
worked so well that I began to wonder. Did I do something good in my
last life or what? I never felt so happy in my life. But I had the
impression that you shouldn't be so happy.
He
didn't understand why he hadn't come to the wedding. She's gone in the
last few days. He had to change his mind. At least he would have called
me and told me about it. Instead of letting me wait in the hotel with
the amount of guests. I felt that it was a betrayal of the worst kind to
me.
Dizzy
and Dizzy, I looked up and stood there I looked at me. She stood in her
wedding dress. My God, I never found him so attractive. There were
tears in his eyes when he tried to be courageous and to smile at me.
"Honey, I'm sorry."
Of? Of? Of? I can't understand you.
"Sometimes
it's not the way we want to." I was so keen to spend the rest of my
life with you. "I just want you to know that I love you with all my
heart, and I will always do it."
I'm
trying to keep it, that's when I woke up with a hangover in my
apartment. Was it a dream? Did you really come to see me? Can I not
decide if I have dreamed it or was it a figment of my imagination?
I
drank a fool the night before. I knew it was bad to drink. I couldn't
help myself. I felt depressed and broke. Lost and alone. I couldn't cry
anymore.
It all screamed.
I
heard someone at the door. The paper is slipping under my door. It was
mania. He delivered the newspapers from the supermarket son, on the
ground floor of the apartment. He was a very reliable and punctual guy
every morning.
Stumbled
across the door, I picked up the Star Day edition. Looking at the
headlines, I suddenly sat on the front page. Just read, "The bride dies
in the car accident"
And outside the balcony, the rain had started to water again. Like the first day I met her. It's raining then when it was now.
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